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An extract from Alice Pung's Growing Up in Australia

Summer Reading

In today’s summer reading extract, Alice Pung has compiled the coming of age stories of Australians from every corner of the nation, the anthology features work from Rick Morton, Benjamin Law, Magda Szubanski, and Tim Winton.

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Erik Jensen said that ‘We spend our whole lives trying to work out what happened in the first fourteen years.’ Why are our ‘growing up’ stories so urgent, no matter where or when we live? What is it that makes us dive again and again into this period of our lives?

Perhaps it is a combination of two things that make these experiences so indelible: time and power. When we are children, time moves differently; an hour can seem like a day, a week, a month.

We also experience the greatest number of ‘firsts’ during our childhood and adolescence. And as children we are entirely subject to the decisions of adults – your family might move country, your government might exclude you (or worse, remove you from your family), your teachers might not understand you, your friends might suddenly shun you.

It’s no wonder, then, that the combination of powerlessness and having a surfeit of time to reflect on first-time events tattoos these experiences on our memory. Our childhood often shapes our ingrained adult aspirations, reactions and fears.

In these thirty-two pieces, spanning states (geographical as well as internal), eras and even continents, something specific and seismic has happened to each author, as they seek to find their place in that mysterious chimera ‘The Great Australian Childhood’.

You know: the sort of childhood you see on television commercials about daily-use domestic products – toilet paper, tinned peaches and Vegemite – mostly featuring middle-class nuclear families living in clean white interiors with a pet.

Many of these authors looked to literature to rectify this false portrayal, to make their lives seem real and genuine, to say to their adult selves, ‘I exist too!’ You don’t always need to see someone like you in literature for books to be enlightening, relevant, relatable or life-changing, as Tim Winton’s piece about the power of reading and living attests.

But never to see someone like you depicted as a three-dimensional human being, always to be the disempowered object-of-charity (but never subject-of-agency), the only gay in town, the ‘Scary Spice’ of the quintet, or the noble savage, is disheartening. ‘That’s all? . . . That’s not me,’ Tara June Winch realises.

These younger selves of celebrated Australians did not see themselves reflected in their culture. Candy Bowers writes that ‘the authors I was looking for didn’t exist in Australian bookshops.’ It’s no wonder there is anger in these stories: ‘Australia, you stole years as I tried to be smaller and whiter and less bold.’

Stan Grant writes, ‘exclusion and difference: these were the abiding lessons of my early school years . . . We were a footnote, a prehistoric relic.’ ‘All I can hear is gay static,’ writes Natalie Macken, ‘No gay people in my orbit, no gay news, no gay dogs even.’

Phoebe Hart writes: ‘All I knew was that I was different. Very, very different. It was a profound feeling that shaped my adolescence and my life for a long time to come.’ And Thinesh Thillainadarajah wonders: ‘Will I be ground into dust, waiting for someone else to speak?’

In these stories, you’ll find children uniting with each other against power, as Benjamin Law and Vanessa Woods did with their siblings when navigating the adult landmine of a divorce, or dealing with a school bully, as portrayed by Aditi Gouvernel in ‘Wei-Li and Me’.

You’ll find lonely teenagers confounded by the nonchalant, self-possessed power of their peers, as Joo-Inn Chew, Carly Findlay, Miranda Tapsell, Natalie Macken and Oliver Reeson did, wondering ‘why what was happening in me didn’t match exactly what was happening in almost everybody else.’

As a result of all this alienation, many of our authors, like Carly Findlay, spent a lot of time alone, ‘reading and being creative’. Similarly, Gayle Kennedy’s periods of hospitalisation meant that she ‘formed a rich inner life’. Andy Jackson writes about how becoming a poet changed his life.

The great American short-story author Grace Paley wrote: ‘There isn’t a story written that isn’t about blood and money. People and their relationship to each other is the blood, the family. And how they live, the money of it.’

Katie Bryan tells a heartbreaking-hilarious story of how class and race collided in her childhood, and Lech Blaine similarly writes unabashedly and self-deprecatingly about ‘real’ battlers, as well as ‘smug pricks . . . jerking each other off at university.’

The heartbeat of many of these stories is family and kinship. Faustina Agolley finds her late father and a sense of identity: ‘hearing that I am from a lineage of an actual tribe makes me feel like the coolest kid on the planet’, and Joo-Inn Chew writes of her triumph at finally finding a ‘tribe’ for her own family.

Nyadol Nyuon discovers that her mother was ‘treated with a level of honour I had never seen before’ on a trip to Ethiopia, while Olivia Muscat ends her epistles with a beautiful ode to her mother’s legacy.

Anna Goldsworthy writes tenderly about how a teacher can be life-changing, while Alistair Baldwin writes with wry humour about the surprising joy of horse-riding. Hope Mathumbu writes about the ‘power’ of suburban faith, and Olivia Muscat writes searing letters to people who do not understand her disability.

There’s wonderful humour in Sara El Sayed’s family trying to avoid haram things in their new home, while Uyen Loewald’s poem satirises the infantilisation of immigrants.

For many of our authors, including Kerry Reed-Gilbert, Tim Winton, Stan Grant, Magda Szubanski, Tara June Winch, Nyadol Nyuon, and Rafeif Ismail, childhood evokes a strong sense of place, if not belonging.

The Growing Up series was conceived by Black Inc., with the very first book, Growing Up Asian in Australia, coming out over fifteen years ago. Editing that book gave me the rare privilege of meeting a community of Asian-Australian legends, some of whom feature in this anthology.

There is now Growing Up Aboriginal in AustraliaGrowing Up African in Australia, Growing up Queer in AustraliaGrowing up Disabled in Australia and the soon-to-be published Growing Up in Country Australia. 

Each one of these books distils the political events, cultural tags and defining experiences common to an identity, but also showcases the individual experiences unique to each author.

Growing Up in Australia continues this great tradition of countering the ‘proper’ childhoods propagated by NeighboursThe Saddle Club and American television.

The stories in this anthology are true Australian childhoods, and they are as beautiful, as brutal and as varied as good literature should be, from voices familiar and new. As Oliver Reeson writes, ‘You can’t choose to opt out. If you don’t tell the story, others will fill in the gaps for you.’

Growing Up in Australia by Alice Pung is available now, from Black Inc. 

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